As I watched Cassie and Gabby walk to their cars tonight, it set in that summer is now over. The end of this summer is bigger than its ever been. I don’t think I am ready for this change, but who is ever ready for change. I am scared. My instinct is to run away and not do this. Yes, that doesn’t solve anything. I know that. I just don’t want to do this. Wait. I do want to do this, and I know I will love it. I am just scared for this beginning. Once I am settled into an apartment and in a regular routine all will be well. I can’t wait for that day.
This summer has been out of control, both good and bad. I made a lot of mistake. I learned a lot. I lived a lot. Thank you to all of my friends (more like family) for everything. I love you all so much, more than I can say. You are the best people I have ever known. Lets do this forever? Be a family.
P.S. Gabby’s 21st birthday was a scene from a movie. We couldn’t have scripted that night any better! So. Awesome!
Yes. Yes. Yes. You got this. xoxo